but no thanks. I have been in a long distance relationship for almost 2 years now. And I am ready to move on, but I don’t know how. My head tells me to just block his number and delete all information I have about him. I cry more than I smile when I think about him. Days will go by with not a single word of communication from him.
I keep going back to the saying you accept the love you think you deserve. I don’t deserve to be treated this way, but my history shows that I accept this sort of behaviour from the men / people that claim to love me. My ex-husband ignored me for 26 years and I accepted it and made excuses for him. In this LDR I accept it and I make excuses for him. My childhood memories are of being ignored by my parents. Of my five children I have one that ignores me.
So how do I break this cycle? Time to do some reading to figure it out.